There is this little bit of pain that comes with who I am and growing up. I am fragments of the world around me and people I have met. There is that point where looking at myself becomes painful because I see little bits of people I have lost in my life on the other side of that mirror.
Have you ever fought so long.. two years long, and so hard for someone to care and the excuses range from
Where when you met them two years ago you felt more than loved. Never questioned it…
and then when holding on for dear life that person you love steps on your fingers forcing you to let go.
People can be so selfish sometimes… and I just keep loving.
stoweboyd asked: Do you live in Beacon?
I live right outside beacon in cornwall
I got the flu. Today is the first day without a fever, just as the DR expected. Have you ever worked on a floorset with a 103 fever? Have you almost died on the drive home from dizziness? Have you ever called a friend who lives out of the way to drive you to the DR when you know she just got off an overnight herself and subbing at a school? Have you ever relied on your friends to pick up prescriptions because your mom and boyfriend were working until the time the pharmacy closed in your town and its a good 30-45 min drive from where they live. Have you ever been called 27 times from your mom just because she wanted to make sure you were okay, when you were only asleep. Have you ever had people come over to clean your apartment? Have you ever had people in your apartment wearing masks?
Because I have. And I felt loved and now i’m feeling a little better. Thanks everyone. <3
Large pieces of my heart are breaking away and being left with various beings.
Feel lucky if i’ve left a piece with you…
It’s only going to become more of a challenge to receive whats left later in life.